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Passivity

is an ugly way to say Release


and

Activity is a pretty way to say enslavement


.


The Many Worlds are Pictures

made by Spirals

made

by Patterns

Free

Yet Bound by simulated Chaos

Imprinted just as much

through this - their Order - then

of their absence


.


Just as am I



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I write to myself. calculating what I can allow him to feel

when there's so much fear, so much disconnect

between the actual events of this life

and the person that has tumbled through them and so I write he has been depressed for a long time. alone in that cage the key- left to rust in the corner so it was always up to me trying to do something.

feeding him spoonfuls of emotion to get us through the day hoping he wont drown it seems that's all I ever did. careless, inhumane, gay and terrified the purest SIN incarnate I am all that and more so I fear. perhaps one day he will look up fear in his eyes unable to utter a word and in reply, I'll do what I always have - I am a bubble and fear I will burst what does it matter I know it's the same for you just let me rest if there is a meaning to this I'll help you find it so for now.

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no matter the context, things are what they are-
at least their essence is.
love is love, pain is pain
wrath is wrath and comedy is comedy.
if there's a vast discrepancy,
that means someone has prioritized his perceived context over the essence.. something often times unavoidable, but dangerous
as the two are bound together,
and to view just one of these sides is foolish..
life hangs in the balances, between the different versions of reality, between all the contexts we decorate our seasonal trees with. without context the essence might just be a pretty tree, but it is harder yet to shut your eyes to the essence. at that point all you see is squinted lights and decorations that might have flying super-powers.. that's not reality, and it might push you to do something quite regrettable.

well,
just some SoBing for ya'll :D
these days I realized how few works I have here. sure, 200 sounds a lot, but when it's mostly short poems with pictures and drawings sprinkled throughout.. basically I still have far to go. but NaPoWriMo is approaching, which is exciting, and I hope to find some ample inspiration before that! 
stay well and drink tea daughz~
<;3 
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the title says it all!!
by the time I noticed it was National Poetry month, and everyone was uploading daily poems, I was also in daily-uploadation mode; I was also little more than a month away from my university deadlines (which are still steadily approaching, inching closer by the day...). I still took the chance to jump on this train, and started writing and uploading daily, sometimes two works in a day! ..and somehow, I managed to complete all 30 works!! here are they:

(you don't have to read all these, just enjoy the titles and if one catches your interests, please check it out ;~)

week 1:
Esme ~ in a world of Agape
Economic Philosophia
inspiration
unschemable success
~I# DADADADADI DADADADADI DADADADADA ADADADADADADA
Focus - not ever
butterfly man

week 2:
read this, and tell me
How Extra..
f u n * g ra ph ic war ni n g *
*PDF* I wrote in silence for ten minutes
liquefying vessels in a worldpool
tea
what would you have me do today?

week 3:
off he goes - beyond horror
End.
the centre of everything
SP (=) Short Poem
distant
if that is what I want
- b e a t -

week 4:
C re s ce n t Me m o r i e sD r o w ne d .
PrOmPtMe 1
relax?
Ana
I almost stopped my hands
1. one-way ticket
QUOTEM 1.

last two:
Blurry Sky
it is the garden


I would take the chance to share some of my extra works here, but I think this journal has seriously link-overloaded..!!
instead, let me inform you that I plan to return to writing poetry soon..! I would really like to start uploading daily again, as it helps me realise a lot of things about a lot of things :D

have a great day, and stay artistic~ :heart:
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Rules: 
  • You have to post ALL the rules. [surewhynot]
  • Answer questions you have been asked and then create 12 questions for people you tagged. [hmm.. why not 7?]
  • Choose 12 people. [I'll chose 7]
  • Actually tag these people. [whynotshur]
  • Can't say you don't do tags. [idon'tdotags-ha!whatnow?oh-*crushedbypiano.dam*]
  • Tag backs are allowed. [*evilgrin.mp420*]


1) Lefty or Righty?
ROIGHTY M8

2) Who will break this Horrid Tagging Chain?
I'll fracture it! [new rules at the end]

3) Number of Anime Cons You've been to?
three in the UK, one in Greece! in the most recent one (this Feb) I cosplayed for the first time ever~ and that was funFunFUnFUNFUN!!!!
Anime Cons are my natural habitat <:3

4) Current Favorite Feeling?
Spring coursing through my flesh; cherry blossoms sprouting from my limbs, as old gods slowly awaken from their slumbering.

5) Read any Actual Books Lately?
tried, but haven't been able to FINISH an actual book in.. a few moths! last one I finished was the first Harry Potter book :D

6) Something You want more than Anything?
to fall and be crushed in Love! since many years ago there is nothing I have wanted more than to get lost in a wild thunderstorm of emotions.. it seems I am still a hopeless romantic, waiting for my time to come.

7) Geometric Shape You're Most Drawn to?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG- I DON'T KNOW! a diamond maybe, though circles are epic, and to combine one with a septagon to make a magic (alchemic/transmutational) circle sounds like the dream. Triangles are also slick.. but if I had to chose I'd say a circle/circular shape.

8) Sound you can't stand that makes you cringe?
my voice when heard from recordingz or videoz (especially from years ago), someday I'll get used to it tho. probably...

9) Favorite Genre of Music?
Jazz-influenced electronica (which is usually the kind of music I make; chek out mi soundcloudy ;D)

10) Cake or Pie?
PIE all the WAIIIIIIII

11) Best Meme?
To Be Continued (and WRYYYYYYYYYY- basically Jojo memes at the moment)

12) Favorite Scent?
garlic and green herbz (maybe +onions) sauce for pasta when I'm very HUNGARY-!


tagged by:
Good Lord... Fucking Tags.NOOOO sobbing - crying NOOOO sobbing - crying NOOOO sobbing - crying *me,  having to do tags.
lol.  jk.
shook  
#shook
Tagged by : TheAlmightyFireHawk 
Rules:
You have to post ALL the rules.
Answer questions you have been asked and then create 12 questions for people you tagged.Choose 12 people.Actually tag these people.Can't say you don't do tags. (This one kinda sucks tbh)Tag backs are allowed.
[I went back and re-read the rules after I had already answered these other ones,  so you'll just have to read those too cause I can't bring myself to delete 1 and 7. <3
I think It's fair punishment for tagging me.  lol.  jk. shook]

tags:
LancelotPrice 
SydLinkletter 
Sentriiel 
PrinceZahn 
DanielaIvanova 
cursors-and-ellipses
Shyll-j 

questions/prompts: 

1) introduce yourself to an imaginary party of Orcs, and try to impress them! (they look like an easy crowd, but they also look hungry)

2) explain DA in 7 words!

3) share one of your new year's resolutions!

4) favourite emoji/gifs on this platform?

5) what is your spirit animal? 

6) compose a Haiku about it!

7) if the world was gonna end with the dawn tomorrow, how would you spend your last day and night?


Rules:
  • You have to post these rules.
  • Answer the questions you have been asked and then create 7 fresh questions for the people you tag.
  • Tag 7 people.
  • Tag backs are allowed.
  • You can change the rules (and the number of questions/people), in which case share your rules at the end.
  • HAVE FUN!~}:TipOfTheHat: 

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